Hi dad its me again and this time to tell you i have a beautiful baby boy Aydin William Cemal your namesake. Oh god i soooo miss u right now i really want you to meet all these wee gorgeous grandkids u have, u would have been so proud. This year was so hard it was my 40th, Billys 30th and i had wee Aydin all the celebrations you should have been here for with us. I still think of u every day and cant stop the tears rolling down my face. I sometimes look at the kids and try to imagine you with them and how much they would have loved you. You were the best dad i would just love to have more time with you. Me and David fell out last year too breaks my heart but dont think we will ever speak again. Just miss you dad. Love you always. Sleep tight. Xxxxxc