Today ends the first year of your death, it has been such a hard year and I miss you more than ever. I hope you are proud of what I have achieved over the last year, I passed my driving test after you nagged me for years, just wish I had done it when you were here but I know you were with me on that day. We will be having another Grandson soon, his name will be Cooper, i'm sure you would have loved the name due to its connection with Rangers. I know you will watch over him as you do with Wee Billy and Charli, you always wanted grandchildren and I am so glad you got too meet them. The last time you spoke to me you asked me to ask the doctor to give you another year with the kids, you were so frightened but you still didn't tell me what you knew. You didn't have to because I knew by the look in your eyes what you wanted to say but you couldn't as you didn't want to hurt me. Never a man for a lot of words but we knew each other so well that we could communicate without speech. Your beloved Daughter has married Murat, they are so in love and Billy is getting married in 2013. It is so hard when family occassions happen and you are not here with me. I will sign off now Darling, love you more than words can say, be with mexxxxxx